Blue

Yes! I have been back home for a couple of days already and I do feel great. And not to forget, Kuala Lumpur is finally haze free. Hooray! It has been raining a bit since I got here. Now there's only clear blue sky and stripes of white cotton candy. Also, Malaysia is hot as usual, but minus the polluted weather. But I guess I can always deal with hot weather since back then on that tiny little island it was always blessed with extreme weather. So no biggie.

Anyway, before I board the flight home, I thought that I was going to capture some pictures since I knew that I am not going to go back there again. Sadly, I was too sleepy waiting for the delayed flight so I only managed to take one picture of that tiny little island's waiting lounge at the airport.

I wish that my phone camera has better quality so that I can show you that there's Nemo and Dory inside the medium sized aquarium. And yes, this is the last photo of Makassar that I have.

What's past is prologue

The long awaited Wednesday 26th has finally arrived. It's today actually! Now this means that I will be boarding the aircraft going back to Malaysia in a few hours. For good! Phew. Anyway, it has been a fairly hectic week for me too. Both of my parents were here at this tiny little island for almost a week to attend to my graduation. We went to do some sight seeing and get to experience the hardships of living on this tiny little island. 

 We went to the beach to see the sunset on the 2nd day my parents were here. This photo looks pretty with both of my parent's silhouette overlapping with the sunset.

We got ourselves the 100,000 steps on this particular day. My parents and I had a stroll around my uni and took some pictures for future mementos. 

Last but not least, a picture of us on my Oath Taking Day. From the bottom of my heart, I sincerely thank God for this gift. And to my beloved Mama and Abah for having me. All that matters to me is to make you guys feel proud and happy.

Okay then. I don't think that I will write anything more. I still have to do some packing and whatnot. By the way, I heard that there was a heavy rain yesterday in Malaysia. Well I hope at least the hell haze will disappear a bit to welcome me home. Haha.

Scaredy cat

Speaking about things that scare the crap out of you, well nobody can escape that. Except only if you are a Manliest Man then maybe you don't need to read this. It will only cause you to waste a few minutes of your precious time in your entire life.

Anyway, to be honest, I'm always scared of falling in toilets, bathrooms, restroom or the loo or anything similar to that. It's just that the thought of falling down be it head first or bottom first really scares me. What scares me more is that not only you are most probably 99.9% alone while you are in the shower, it is also possible that you really have nothing on during that time particularly. And even if you have a towel or a decent piece of clothing nearby, I guess it doesn't really matter anymore. 

Picture this, you just got into a 'slip and fell' incident in the shower and apparently you just can't seem to move your shoulder anymore. Now tell me how are you going to cover yourself up? Or what if you fell down head first and loss consciousness for a few hours and by the time that somebody finds you, there's already some brain defect that later could develop into some nasty brain tumor? What if you fell down head first and it causes amnesia and you can never retrieve your memory ever again? Hmm. I need to stop thinking right away.

Oh, and shh... I've never even tell anyone about this particular fear anyway. I've had thought to share about it with someone before but I never really get to do it. And well, I am not really sure whether this particular event which I'm scared of has its scientific name. Maybe I have minor OCD, who knows. 

Blackcurrant

It's Monday! I am proud to say that I am currently Monday-blues free. Haha. Anyway, yesterday which was June 9th, was my little brother's 14th birthday. Oh wait, 14 really? I thought it's suppose to be 11 or something smaller? It's really confusing now. I have lost count of how many birthday cakes that I've missed. Urgh. But I guess it's a good thing though, I don't need extra evil fat through out the years. Hmm but come to think about it, maybe that's the reason why I am stick skinny! It's because I never get to eat those fattening scrumptious birthday cakes! Mwahaha. I've gone mad.

Enough with the jealousy now. 

Want to know what I've been up to recently? I'm struggling to finish up my puasa debts. This coming Wednesday would be the final day for settling the debts. I really can't wait! I bet when my parents come to this tiny little island, they won't even recognize their own daughter. They might get confuse with some bibik or whatnot. Haha. Oh, and since I stay indoors most of the time, I secretly wish that my skin tone would be lighter than I had before. But I can't prove that it's true since I never bump into anyone yet. I might as well never get the compliment that I'd hope to hear.

Finally, I really wish that I could put up more of cheerful-colorful-vibrant picture like this one below.

But sadly, my feet are the most photo friendly than anything else.

Explicit Memory

The brain is the most complex organ in our body. Even its appearance says it all. As we all know, one of its functions is to store out memories. There are many types of memories. One of them is called as explicit memory. It's whereby you collect memories that you've gained throughout your life while being conscious. For example, remembering your driving lessons while driving a car.

For some normal people, to retrieve that precious memories, it requires hard works. Things that you can do to improvise is by doing things that enable you to remember better. I'd say it's a bit cliche but going through photo albums, reading letters, watching videos that were made previously could help a lot. But as I said, it sounds a little cheesy.

Somehow, mine isn't that good. I bet everyone of us has experienced that one time when you almost remembered that one simple thing but turned out it's just a false alarm. And sadly, you actually remember nothing. Which is always absolutely depressing.

Maybe if our brains are like computers life would be so much better. In exams, nobody will get an F. In spelling bee competition, it's a very tough decision to make for the judges. In the Guinness World Records, well how should I say this. Well, it's just mind blowing.

Maybe that's the reason why only some of us are blessed with that trait. So that life is never going to be perfect. Or so that the book of world records wouldn't be as thick as the earth's core. Or maybe that's the 'fun' that everybody else is missing out.  Or maybe I should learn how to improve my long term memory. Or I just don't know how to write about this anymore.

Shades of Purple

Nowadays it seems like I have been waiting for a thousand years for June 26th to come. Sigh. I sometimes secretly wish that I could be a Jumper. So that the distance between my hometown and this tiny little island is merely few seconds apart. Or better yet, I would be very grateful if someone creates the Doraemon door. This would be the perfect time to try it out you know. 

I didn't mean to sigh a lot but seriously, I don't have any idea what to do anymore. I've finished up my Running Man stock, already put up ads to sell my stuffs and mm... well, that's about it. Great! Well this means that I actually have done nothing at all. Haha. Honestly, I thought I did more than just those two above. Wow, I just can't believe what my mind has been tricked to. 

Maybe I should go out and watch movies. But I don't really like going out by myself. That will make me look like a forever-alone. Not to mention that it is dangerous too. I'd prefer sitting home alone than doing that. Or maybe I should surf the net like usual. But I'm already bored with it. Nothing on the net excites me anymore. Maybe I should daydream! I could lay in bed all day long and dream about living in a castle and eating grapes from a silver platter!

Enough with rambling randomly. I actually know precisely what I need to do. So do not worry. I am not spending days and weeks just to daydream. But right now I might as well daydream about being a mermaid :p

Big Foot

I am that bored. Let's see each other's feet and get to know what it says! I thought there would be something called as Asian but to my surprise my feet are Greek! Yeah. I can't quite believe it either.