you won't do the same

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no

p.s. Wow! What a powerful vocals he has. Currently listening to this song and literally can't get if off of my head.

p.p.s. well the lyrics sure means a lot.

totally love you Scott Pilgrim!

He's funny! It's like I can watch the movie over and over again. Its the perfect mash up of comic, virtual games, bands, great songs and performances. All in one. Can you imagine that?

p.s. oh, not to mention I'm so in love with Ramona Flower's hair.

p.p.s. btw, Scott Pilgrim made me want to play the guitar and sing my lungs out like nothing else matters. Every time!

happy birthday ma!

It's my mom's birthday! I've text-ed and called her earlier this morning. She's just the best mom in the whole wide world. Have a great day and may you'll always be blessed.

By the way, I've came to pick the jacket (white blazer for the practical years). Thank goodness that the jacket's perfect on my body because I've spent quite a lot for it. Well, here's a picture of me trying it on. I've had enough with the photo shoot. So I guess this is the best shot I've ever made so far.

Oh, not to mention I've tried something new. Notice the pashmina? Thanks a gazillion for the inspiration by Hana. Her style is simply fabulous and I just can't get enough of it. And I'm quite sure I'll be there for her Maysaa opening in Malaysia. I guess there's always first time for everything. I'm so excited for it!

My mom won't be complaining about how boring I used to look any more. Yeay!

p.s. from left my dad, ma and me! This picture was taken a few months back when we were at Genting Highlands. Forgive the weird faces that my parents gave. They've just got off the ginormous spinning swing (and then they finally realized that they're just too old for adrenaline rush any more). Haha. It was an extreme fun to look at those weird faces!!

self obsession

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p.s. this is weird! :)

memories never fade

Lets go down the memory lane. This is a picture of me with my home-room mates and my beloved home-room teacher Ms. Fazlinda. I was 14 in the year 2002. Wow! Time really passed by very fast. It actually reminded me of how old have I become. LOL.

p.s. try to find me!

p.s.s. best high school ever. Enough said.

yukon gold

Kak Emma made this delicious looking dumplings the other day. Then I suddenly recalled this one Polish delicacy made by Martha Stewart. It looks tasty enough for me to try. The dish is called pierogi with potatoes and cream cheese filling. Sounds delicious right?

Oh! I've been thinking to make some potato salad as well. But when I googled the images of potato salad, these pictures below appeared. And my, how can I resist it? I'm definitely going to try these too!

p.s. I'm going out. Is it time for shopping?

full of words

Hi there! Currently I'm here in Makassar to renew my re-entry permit and to settle everything regarding December convocation. Anyway, it's no fun talking about those stuff either. So I've tried to upload several pictures since last night.

Well, it's about my sister's madness to manga and magazines. I've had a great time reading tonnes of magazines that until now, you can call me the expert. I've done a great catch up with the Hollywood celebrities and all. Thanks for the fabulous mags!

I've been doing my reading a lot back at home. I read newspapers everyday from cover to cover (even the 1klassified section in case there's someone who wants to sell his/her car in a cheaper price. Hehe). Anyway, Here's several books that I've read. But to look back to what I've done, it's a freaking loads of books!

This one is a love story series. Very light reading, meant for readers of tweenage I guess. Anyhow, in the end it's a happy ending. God knows how much I love happy ending stories.

Kaoru's masterpieces. I love her drawings, shading and the storyline. In additional, I'm a fan of Kaoru's since my high school years! Hope that my sister will continue collecting her art works too.

And loads of manga. Or comic books should I be calling them. Love stories. But sometimes, I just can feel like I've had too many love story already. Haha.

Well what can I say. My sister's collection's endless. There's a lot more than all these pictures above.

Anyway, My dad consistently asking me whether I've done reading this bulky book. He meant reading it from cover to cover and not to miss any words written in it. Can I say I'm half way already? I don't think he'll be satisfied with the answer.

p.s. I wonder why I don't like Bryce Larkin in Chuck but somehow I'm totally in love with Neal Caffrey in White Collar. Love is weird. Very weird!

p.s.s. hope to improve my English with that much reading too.

my bantal busuk

I've tried to wait patiently for the picture of my bantal busuk to be uploaded. Sadly, the internet wasn't capable to do so. Never mind. I'll put up the picture eventually. Just wait for the post entitled My Bantal Busuk 2.

Anyway, if you try to translate bantal busuk to English, it becomes smelly pillow. Regardless the word smelly, actually mine wasn't smelly at all. Believe me it's true. My bantal busuk had been accompanying me ever since I don't have any pillows left in my house. *I've stated in my previous post that I'm the only child who travel (to study) a lot more than my other sisters and brothers.*

Good news is that I've taken much effort to dump him into the washing machine and had him a good spin. Now, even better, he's smelling all nice and he even feels fresh himself (yeah I know. He only talks to me).

I take this opportunity to thank my bantal busuk for being there when it's time for me to sleep. Without him I wouldn't have a good night plus sweet dreams. Not to mention when I need someone to shed my tears on, he successfully absorbed the precious tear drops without failing even once. Thanks for becoming soggy for me. Haha.

p.s. next time I'll soak him in a basin filled with gallons of Dettol and Clorox! Mwa ha ha (very evil laugh)

my bantal busuk 2

p.s. I love my sleeping pants. And by the way, this is bantal busuk before he had his bath.

churned

FYI, I've changed my flight departure to 17th November! It's the day of Aidiladha if you don't know. Anyway, it seems like the faculty had never failed to make my stomach churn even more than the usual. I've just had my regular-Facebook check-ups just now and suddenly there're so much about the December convocation. Guess what? It successfully made me restless.

p.s. what should I do?

the weather woman

It was such a nice a day yesterday. The sky was in the nicest blue shade with some white cotton candies spread thoroughly. I can't stop looking at the gorgeous green hills and valleys along the highway (which I apparently didn't know the name of).

To be honest, I'm not the person who likes to go out. I don't prefer going out. Regardless to have dinner, window shopping or even to have my 100, 000 steps a day. I'm a home person. I seldom step out of my house. The farthest maybe when my mom asked me to go and get her stuffs from the grocery shop (which is just at the corner of the street).

So yesterday, my mom, my youngest sister and I went to KL Sentral to fetch my younger sister. She had finished her papers and it's time for the semester break. In the car, I thought wow! I haven't been outside for quite a long time. I even been amazed to see the roads, buildings and every other stuffs revolved around them.

I just love this kind of weather! It brings the glee to my dull and sorrow life (at the mean time only).

p.s when it rains, I'm totally not in a good mood. Maybe I have double personality!! LOL.

p.s.s can i be the weather forecast woman? On second thought, I don't think so. My English is poor. Pity me.

long, luscious, jet black

I used to have my hair long. Never been short. However, I had to attend KKN which meant that I have to live in a village located in super duper rural area and needed a haircut so that it's more manageable. Sadly now I'm missing it. I used to adjust with my short hair actually because it made me look younger!! And what more can I say if my hair is a little similar to Go Minam in Minami Shineyo. Uber CUTE =)


Can you imagine how I might look like? Haha.

p.s. I want to be like her. So pretty!

have a little thought about it

I've heard this one Japanese sayings which meant something like;

'The more you endure the pain that you've been facing through, the more chances that you'll achieve the multiple happiness in the end'.

Is it true?

p.s. actually I got it from Nakatsu Shuichi from Hanazakari no Kimitachi e. Haha!