I can't believe that I've reached up to my 100th post! What I can't believe either is that 2011 has finally come to its end. And of course, the current trending topic would be circulating around new year's resolution.
I'm not going to blab about my new year's resolution. I've made one long list last year and I don't think I've accomplished them all. So I am going to stick with those and just try my best to be happy.
Nonetheless, I'd love to change some part of me. The weird and bad at the same time. For those who doesn't know me, I'm not a really friendly person. I don't talk to strangers or even my own friends that easy. As for me, talking is super hard.
I've had (and God knows how much I still remember) weird conversations with other people. Some of them were when I asked people about what their nicknames are and why wouldn't they be called as something else (like seriously?) or when I tried to introduce myself in front of a crowd of people whom I met for the first time and my voice couldn't come out (like for real). Yup, I'm a nerve wreck.
So, most of the time, I'll do what I'm best at; preserving silence. I bet people would call me snobbish or anything else with the same meaning. I wish I could change that with a blink of eye but sadly it doesn't work that way.
Sometimes, this part of me is a big threat to my interpersonal relationships. I tend to do/say things that I didn't mean to (worst yet I myself didn't understand what's the purpose of doing it in the first place). It's complicated, right?
Hmm. Maybe I should grow my hair and live in tower far away from everyone.
That's all from me, thanks.
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