Pachinko parlor

1. Today I told someone close to me that I think that I have lost the ability to have a decent conversation with other human being. Just a small talk after saying 'Hello' and before saying 'Goodbye'. I find it really difficult to fill in the gap with an interesting topic to talk about. I don't even know how to talk/speak properly either. And it is all because of the act isolating myself from everyone else that I took up some time ago as a bad habit.

2. There will be a themed dinner party around mid December. A farewell party for all of us. The themed that's been agreed by all is 'Glamour' and sadly, I don't have any idea how should I dress for the event.

3. My research is done. Now it's time to do magic with Microsoft Excel and SPSS 16. I don't even know where to begin with this one. -___-

4. I had light coffee around 6 hours earlier and I am still restless and a bit agitated. Just not as much as I felt a couple of hours after consuming it. That was far worst that this one right now. Coffee is yummy but the aftermath is just unbearable.

5. I suppose Saturday will be a busy day for me. Dear God, please ease out the path for me.

Sweet zesty lemon curd filling

Sorry for not updating this blog for a while. I'm just... lazy. There you go. The best reason ever and it stands for itself.

I haven't been doing anything interesting and I didn't even go to any new diner in town. I think the best word that I am able to describe about this stuff going on is what I refer to as the hibernating era. The time where I don't need to see sick people every day and meet scary as hell doctors. I also love the fact that I don't have any night/day shifts for this approximately 3 months. Best feeling ever!

You can say that I might be going overboard with it but seriously who doesn't love wearing pajamas all day long? Well, if not pajamas then even shirt and sleeping pants are always comfy. Nobody can resist that one. This is the time where I can have not only breakfast, but lunch, high tea, dinner or even supper in bed. Just act like you are a lazy sloth who...laze around? Yup, that's quite about it.

No need to be worried because all this stuff happens for a reason. I don't purposely laze around like that. Are you kidding me? I'm currently in the Community Medicine department. And my coursework is doing a research. Research is tad boring and not appealing to me. But whatever. Just as long as I can get the 9-12 pm working hours and no night/day shifts, then that's more than enough for me.

That's what's happening to me currently. And now let's get back to the 'research' business. For your information, the so-called research that I mentioned previously is starting tomorrow. Just for a couple days I hope. Then I can go back doing my business. Haha.

I will try my best to update my blog whenever you know, I'm not lazier than usual. Lol. Have a nice Sunday!

Pop-up bedtime story book

It feels weird when you know that you do have something to accomplish yet in the mean time you do nothing to fulfill that mission. I don't know what went wrong or who was the culprit or what was the infamous reason behind it. I just don't. And I keep doing it over and over again. I'm not even bored doing it. The lazying around part is always the best.

Which reminds me to Google out some motivational blogs or websites for people like me. But wait, motivational stuff won't do any good either. The moment when I finally finish reading all the motivational vomit and decide then to close the tab, that's the moment when I know that I will still do the stuff that I always do. Urgh. It sounds disgusting more than ever when I tried to convey them into words. I must not do this again next time.

I'm sorry. It's so tempting you know.

Peacock tail is never a monkey's business

I cannot believe that my baby sister is sitting for her SPM today! It seems like just yesterday she was just a baby and now all grown up and about to be a lady already. She's even bigger and taller than me. Sheesh. Makes me feel inferior. But it's okay, to think on the bright side, I'll always have a personal bodyguard. Lol!

Living away from home and family sometimes makes me think that maybe the real children of my parents are just my 4 younger sisters and brothers. Compare to them, I'm the only one who treats my home as an R&R. Blame medicine instead. Or my benefactor for throwing me in exile on this little island. Or just don't blame anything or anyone. That's the best solution. Hmm. I think I might drifted far away from my main focus of today's post. I sincerely apologize for that.

Anyway, to my dearest baby sister, good luck and do your very best in your exams. I sincerely hope from the bottom of my heart that you will pass with flying colors  Just go make our parents proud. That's the best advice that I can give to you. The feeling that you'll get when you see your parents face and deep down you just know that they are very proud of their child, is always priceless.

So, ganbatte ne! Much love and hugs from your lovely sister :p

Sugar sugar, honey honey

Since I don't really have anything interesting to write as a decent opening, let me just tell you a secret. Before that can you kindly scroll down until you find a picture of a chocolate cake? Got it? Good. Now, the secret is that I know who made it! 

It was... me who baked it, obviously. Otherwise how could I manage to get a cheap quality picture like this one below since I wasn't using any high end digital camera like others do. Pity me. But anyway, I still manage to get this one which I personally think that it turned out quite convincing.

This picture was dated last Sunday, and the real thing has long gone by now. I am not saying that I'm the best cook ever (in a cocky tone), since I believe that every one has cooking potential that can be polished. It's either you are up for the challenge or not. Oh, but if cooking is in everybody's blood, I guess we cannot refer it as a talent anymore?

I don't know the answer and should I leave that one for you to figure out. 

It has been a hectic week for me and I am really gad that Friday has finally arrived. Sadly I still need to go to the hospital tomorrow. But I am definitely up for cake hunting after those boring working hours.

To you guys whom are experiencing terrible, nasty, heavy rain like I do at my place currently, please please please take a good care of yourself. Cc to me too. Bye!

Ad-lib yet out of range

Hello there. Nice to meet you. Let's have a quick conversation with each other. But obviously, I'm the one whom will do the talking/writing part and you could try your very best to be a very good listener. Although virtually I cannot see or even hear what you say, why don't you just give it a try. It won't hurt, I promise.

No, I definitely won't talk about the weather. And absolutely not anything related to medicine. But maybe something random, like the day that I've figured out my new talent; to be able to see clearly who's straight or gay. I think that that's kind of interesting. But not the type of conversation you would want to have in real life? Okay okay, I'm not discussing about that. The more I think about the subject the more disturbing it gets. I feel you. So don't worry.

Let's change the topic. Let's talk about something else. Like...

Well, I've been staring the computer screen for a while but nothing pops in mind. My mind is all dull and rusty I didn't even bother to polish it ever since. It is official that the things that I prefer to talk about with outsiders/strangers or even with my friends only revolves around the world of medicine that I live in. 'Shut up!' as what Mia in The Princess Diaries would say. This cannot be happening. But could I ever change this introvert part of me?

I need good social skills a.s.a.p.