- To be better spiritually and mentally.
- Be an optimist and never judge others.
- To excel in my clinical years. Oh, and I wish for many many many lucks too.
- Improve my English both in writing and speaking. Not to forget to read tonnes of books in English.
- I seriously need to polish my people skill. I need to communicate more and try to make friends with others.
- Be an independent super woman! Yeah!
- This one thing that I'm not proud of is that I really love gossiping. But I guess I need to tone down a bit right there. But I'm a girl. And that's what a girl does right? LOL (okay, seriously I need to change).
- Spend less and save more. For the mean time, I don't think I can manage that. But I'll give it a try no matter what.
- Learn guitar plucking.
- Eat as many as I can each and every time I get the chance to do so. Who knows 2011 might be the year that I'll gain weight!
Friday, 31 December 2010
new year's resolutions
Wednesday, 29 December 2010
the fighting fish
Monday, 27 December 2010
tranquillizer
Sunday, 26 December 2010
back to the future
Saturday, 25 December 2010
a joyous celebration
Thursday, 23 December 2010
trust fund
Wednesday, 22 December 2010
Tuesday, 21 December 2010
secret and confidential
Thursday, 16 December 2010
how should i put this?
Friday, 10 December 2010
updates
Thursday, 2 December 2010
Wednesday, 1 December 2010
don't take away from me
Tuesday, 30 November 2010
you won't do the same
Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same
No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same
If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby
But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same
No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no
Sunday, 28 November 2010
totally love you Scott Pilgrim!
He's funny! It's like I can watch the movie over and over again. Its the perfect mash up of comic, virtual games, bands, great songs and performances. All in one. Can you imagine that?
Thursday, 25 November 2010
happy birthday ma!
Wednesday, 24 November 2010
self obsession
Tuesday, 23 November 2010
memories never fade
Sunday, 21 November 2010
yukon gold
Friday, 19 November 2010
full of words
Sunday, 14 November 2010
my bantal busuk
Saturday, 13 November 2010
churned
Thursday, 11 November 2010
the weather woman
Wednesday, 3 November 2010
long, luscious, jet black
Can you imagine how I might look like? Haha.
have a little thought about it
'The more you endure the pain that you've been facing through, the more chances that you'll achieve the multiple happiness in the end'.
Is it true?
p.s. actually I got it from Nakatsu Shuichi from Hanazakari no Kimitachi e. Haha!
Monday, 25 October 2010
i know i know
p.s. that's why profile picture is not a 'smiling' profile picture. I'll change it but not now.
i've got the magic in me
Here comes my favourite part. Mom told me that my great grandfather was once an engineer! Can you believe that? I mean I have the engineer blood in me. Well she said that he started working as an electrical engineer in UEM. Then he managed to get promoted eventually. From riding a bicycle to work, he was able to buy his motorbike or vespa (I'm not sure) and in the end he got himself a car for the family.
But that's not the end for it. He actually had an engineering company named after him. It was Syarikat Kejuruteraan Mohamed. Wow! I'm just sooo proud of him. I bet if he's still alive, he'll remember me because I'm his first grandchild of course.
Know what, I've always been thinking that my life would be much more amazing if I could study elsewhere. Since I've got the 'magic' in me, I thought it would be great if I could take engineering and go study to Korea or Japan. And I can touch the snow for real this time! Or maybe I can meet Lee Young Jae or Tae Kyung or Ji ho in Korea. If I'm in Japan maybe I can somehow meet Domyouji, Nakatsu or even my beloved Nanba senpai!!! (enough said)
You can say that I'm biased. I tell you what, I guess I really am. I might as well go to France, Germany or even Australia to study engineering. But do you know the reason why wouldn't I pick those countries? Haha. Because I've never known any hot and super cute actors originate from there. Isn't it obvious? I'll still pick Japan or Korea for God sake.
p.s. I'm back into my reality. My life as a student is in Makassar. I'm studying medicine. I'll finish in about 2 years from now. I have to face it. Yup, I know.
p.s.s. Me and my brothers and sister Johor celebrating Aidilfitri in 2010. Suppose I have 2 sisters however the other one was busy snapping this pictures of us.
Wednesday, 20 October 2010
I'm full of complex feelings mixed and jumbled up right now. It seems like I'm being sucked up by a whirlpool.
p.s. fyi, I'm really terrified of water. Not to mention whirlpool (above is just a random picture i picked from the internet but really suits my feelings right now), which for me it equals to a ginormous and brutal shark from 'Jaws'!!
p.s.s. that's also my other reason why I don't prefer to take a bath. Haha. But I constantly trying to make it happen. You know.. (cross my heart)