Monday 25 June 2012
Sunday 17 June 2012
The Final Return
I am a medical student. Currently I am in my 5th and final year of Medicine. Right now I am going through my Surgery rotation which will end in approximately 5 weeks. Which means that I have 6 remaining rotations to go through my final year.
I can't lie that I am not at least one bit excited about graduating from a medical school. Who wouldn't want to go to work and gain your own money after 5+ years of studying? To tell you the I am more anxious. And worried. If I can say so.
What's serving me afterwards in the real world must be something horrible and gruesome. Nobody said that being a doctor is tad simple. It requires blood and sweats before you reach the top.That's what has been bothering my mind for a while.
It's a mixed feeling. Excited but at the same time anxious and worried. Well actually the excited part would be only 5% from the total feeling. You do the math. And you tell me how worried I am.
I can't lie that I am not at least one bit excited about graduating from a medical school. Who wouldn't want to go to work and gain your own money after 5+ years of studying? To tell you the I am more anxious. And worried. If I can say so.
What's serving me afterwards in the real world must be something horrible and gruesome. Nobody said that being a doctor is tad simple. It requires blood and sweats before you reach the top.That's what has been bothering my mind for a while.
It's a mixed feeling. Excited but at the same time anxious and worried. Well actually the excited part would be only 5% from the total feeling. You do the math. And you tell me how worried I am.
Friday 15 June 2012
Severe vs Chronic
I was down with flu a couple of days ago. Let's refresh together. Three days ago I went for a movie date. I haven't seen any movies for ages so I've decided to go for Snow White and the Huntsman. But you know what, I'm not really a big fan of Kristen Stewart. Since everyone's talking about the move so I guess heck, why don't I give it a try. The movie was okay. Not bad. But the ending part was a bit disappointing. Hmm. And I am still not a big fan of Kristen Stewart. I wonder why. I thought I loved her when I saw her in Panic Room. Hmm.
Anyways, I think the reason that I caught flu was because of me going out. I knew that I can't go out. I'll catch strange things from the world outside. That's why I prefer being in my comfy room no matter what. Oh, have I ever told you about my seductive Mr Bed? Haha. I'll put up a post about my room later.
I'm all better now (I hope so). (I believe that) I'm feeling healthier than yesterday.
Till we meet again. Bye bye!
Sent from my iPod
Anyways, I think the reason that I caught flu was because of me going out. I knew that I can't go out. I'll catch strange things from the world outside. That's why I prefer being in my comfy room no matter what. Oh, have I ever told you about my seductive Mr Bed? Haha. I'll put up a post about my room later.
I'm all better now (I hope so). (I believe that) I'm feeling healthier than yesterday.
Till we meet again. Bye bye!
Sent from my iPod
Saturday 9 June 2012
Monday 4 June 2012
Priorities
*clears throat*
First things first. What do you think about my blog? It has changed (into something better) right? I think it's more lively than it was before. No, actually I almost thought that I should throw my blog into a treasure chest and bury it some where nobody knows. If ever somebody finds it they'll put a frown on their faces because all they found is just an old, rusty, abandoned blog. Lucky I did a second thought about it.
It feels like centuries ago since my last post. But I have my good reasons for being indifference for a while. I was in my Obstetrics and Gynecology rotation (where I realized that only crazy people who would want to pursue in this field of medicine) for about 3 months since end of February till late April. That's the time when whenever I reached home, all I can think of is my one and only love, my precious bed.
I was cut off from the real world during that period of time. I know nothing about what's happening to the world but screaming patients with an alien (or two) coming out of their lady parts. Come to think about it, I'm terribly sorry that I sometimes did curse them patients for being too spoiled that they screamed, cried and didn't give any cooperation during labor. I know that it's a bad thing to do. I'll try to change it in time.
So anyway, I made my comeback. Omg, I just realized that I made that statement like as if I'm some famous celebrity. Haha. Just kidding. I'm currently in my Surgery rotation. For 3 months. So far, I like the subject but I hate the people in it. These surgeons are arrogant people. Hmm. Maybe they inquire arrogance as one of their criteria to be recruited as surgeons. I don't know.
Sometimes when I sleep at night, I do wish that when I wake up tomorrow morning it will be the day that I graduated from medicine. I'm wishing for it so hard that sometimes I even had the same dream over and over again. She's a psycho (every fingers point to me).
Oh, by the way let me give you the metaphors of medicine from my point of view. I don't know whether the others do think the same way as I do or not. So here it goes...
Surgery rotation = Grey's Anatomy
Obstetrics & Gynaecology rotation = The Private Practice
Internal Medicine = House
The Specialists of medicine = Royal Pains
But I don't think that it's entirely relatable though. I'm just giving you guys the idea what I'm doing on a daily basis (but minus the cute guys and all the super cool stuffs you happen to see in TV) but double or triple the drama.
Talking about drama, I need to confess that I am so sick of it. I still remember my first few rotation that I've been through. It was messy. I'm trying to believe that it gets less messier as time passed by. You can never imagine the tears I shed during these 2 years. I think if I collected all of my tears it'll be as big as the Salt Lake. I'm not kidding you.
They said, to be a doctor you need to be tough. I know what that means. I've heard too many stories already. It's just that it's hard to break my personality into someone whom I'm not.
I'm not writing about this any longer. To conclude my post today, I present to you the so-called-hardest-ever tongue twister:
"Sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick"
Now, try to read the phrase 10 times in under 10 seconds. Good luck!:)
Sent from my AXIS Worry Free BlackBerry® smartphone
First things first. What do you think about my blog? It has changed (into something better) right? I think it's more lively than it was before. No, actually I almost thought that I should throw my blog into a treasure chest and bury it some where nobody knows. If ever somebody finds it they'll put a frown on their faces because all they found is just an old, rusty, abandoned blog. Lucky I did a second thought about it.
It feels like centuries ago since my last post. But I have my good reasons for being indifference for a while. I was in my Obstetrics and Gynecology rotation (where I realized that only crazy people who would want to pursue in this field of medicine) for about 3 months since end of February till late April. That's the time when whenever I reached home, all I can think of is my one and only love, my precious bed.
I was cut off from the real world during that period of time. I know nothing about what's happening to the world but screaming patients with an alien (or two) coming out of their lady parts. Come to think about it, I'm terribly sorry that I sometimes did curse them patients for being too spoiled that they screamed, cried and didn't give any cooperation during labor. I know that it's a bad thing to do. I'll try to change it in time.
So anyway, I made my comeback. Omg, I just realized that I made that statement like as if I'm some famous celebrity. Haha. Just kidding. I'm currently in my Surgery rotation. For 3 months. So far, I like the subject but I hate the people in it. These surgeons are arrogant people. Hmm. Maybe they inquire arrogance as one of their criteria to be recruited as surgeons. I don't know.
Sometimes when I sleep at night, I do wish that when I wake up tomorrow morning it will be the day that I graduated from medicine. I'm wishing for it so hard that sometimes I even had the same dream over and over again. She's a psycho (every fingers point to me).
Oh, by the way let me give you the metaphors of medicine from my point of view. I don't know whether the others do think the same way as I do or not. So here it goes...
Surgery rotation = Grey's Anatomy
Obstetrics & Gynaecology rotation = The Private Practice
Internal Medicine = House
The Specialists of medicine = Royal Pains
But I don't think that it's entirely relatable though. I'm just giving you guys the idea what I'm doing on a daily basis (but minus the cute guys and all the super cool stuffs you happen to see in TV) but double or triple the drama.
Talking about drama, I need to confess that I am so sick of it. I still remember my first few rotation that I've been through. It was messy. I'm trying to believe that it gets less messier as time passed by. You can never imagine the tears I shed during these 2 years. I think if I collected all of my tears it'll be as big as the Salt Lake. I'm not kidding you.
They said, to be a doctor you need to be tough. I know what that means. I've heard too many stories already. It's just that it's hard to break my personality into someone whom I'm not.
I'm not writing about this any longer. To conclude my post today, I present to you the so-called-hardest-ever tongue twister:
"Sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick"
Now, try to read the phrase 10 times in under 10 seconds. Good luck!:)
Sent from my AXIS Worry Free BlackBerry® smartphone
Sunday 3 June 2012
Misery
Wow. Okay. First of all, how should I start this with? Omg I'm so excited I couldn't even think about what to write first. Keep calm. But let me assure you that what I'm going to tell might not interest you as much as it interest me. Maybe I should start by telling what happen a few days before...
So anyway, last week I stumbled upon Maroon 5's web page. And guess what?! They're having a concert in Jakarta on the 5th October this year!
Then, last night my sister told me that BIGBANG is having a tour on the 13th October 2012. What a coincidence!
Just by thinking about these two concerts gives me adrenaline rush. Haha. Wow, I can't believe that I can put this 2 together in a post. But you know what. I don't think that I'll make it to either of them. Even though I know how much I want it.
Hmm. I'll think of a way then.
P.s. you do know what the dates are meant for right?
So anyway, last week I stumbled upon Maroon 5's web page. And guess what?! They're having a concert in Jakarta on the 5th October this year!
Just by thinking about these two concerts gives me adrenaline rush. Haha. Wow, I can't believe that I can put this 2 together in a post. But you know what. I don't think that I'll make it to either of them. Even though I know how much I want it.
Hmm. I'll think of a way then.
P.s. you do know what the dates are meant for right?
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